November 10, 2012

• Disappointment.

  I've been disappointed so much in my life, by people who I love and care about. Honestly, I don't know how to handle disappointment anymore. I'm so sick and tired of being let down, but it's a lot worse when you actually give a huge shit about the person or people who are disappointing you. There are two types of disappointment that I feel right now: 
  1. When someone intentionally makes the decision to do stupid things and make me worry about them
  2. When someone either can't see or chooses to ignore the blatant fact that I care about them, and doesn't reciprocate

  I wanted to vent and shit, but there's not much I can even say about this. It just sucks to feel this way about someone you love. I'm scared that I'll start building up walls around me and pushing people away just to avoid this feeling. 

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