o. Today marks my last day of being a teenager. And what did I spend it doing? Slept in late, and played League of Legends all day. lol Damn, I feel like I'm getting old so quickly, but people get so annoyed with me whenever I say that because they're usually older than me, haha. Honestly, time flies by so quickly as I get older. It's kind of scary how fast I'm turning into an "adult" in terms of aging, but yet I still feel like a child inside. o, here's my annual picture with my little dark uncle during our family birthday celebration. Shiet, I think I still look like a little kid.

o. Terr showed me the cutest fucking thing EVER. ehehehe.
I shall post this because it makes me smile every time I look at it. +v+ ♥
And yes, monkeys are my favorite animal. 

Mary. o, where to begin with this Mary? Well, she's been coming over for almost a year now or maybe more. I'm not sure, since I don't care. And when she's over, ofc I do the bare minimum and greet her n' shit, y'know? But sometimes I don't do that either, because she doesn't ever greet me first. Either that or I'm in a bad mood and can't be bothered with her. When she brings her friends over to hang out at my place, I don't even bother to say hi to them cause I find them annoying. I've said it before and I'll say it again -- I'm a bitch, I know. One time my mom was home and called me out on it. She pulled me over and told me to say hi to this Lucy girl, but since I hate being told what to do, I just looked at her and asked why should I? Anyway, back to this Mary. My brother seems to really like her (I honestly don't know why because she's average with looks, her personality isn't all that great either, and from what I can see, not girlfriend material) to a point where he's completely whipped and looks pathetic. It's pretty sad to see him cry over her ignoring him, even though the reasons for her ignoring him are retarded as hell and he's not even at fault. So for example, my brother told me one time that he drove over to Brooklyn to pick her up, but because of heavy traffic he was a little late. For that she kept bitching at him and threatened to break up or whatever the hell it was. Stupid. As. Fuck. If my boyfriend came to pick me up, I'd be appreciative, not pissed cuz he's 5 mins late. Ofc, I'm not sure how accurate this story is because my moron brother does like to lie a lot, which is dumb on his part. Probably accounts for half of the fights between them, and the other half is her being stupid and getting mad at every little thing. 

WHY now, do I give enough of a fuck about them to be dedicating this blog entry to them? Because every fucking time that she threatens to break up with or ignores my brother, he starts bawling his fucking eyes out and screams n' shit so that NOBODY can fucking sleep. Just the other night she came over and my brother was helping her with her math homework. After she goes home though, a fight somehow starts (this is a reoccurring pattern) and they somehow find something to argue about. I had work the next day, so I had to wake up at 6AM. But I couldn't fucking sleep because this dumb cunt next door kept crying and moaning and being a little bitch. Kept the entire family up, and it pissed both my parents off, but every time they yelled at him, he just screamed back and told them to leave him alone. What a selfish little cunt. Kept everyone up just because he's unhappy. By 2AM I got sick of being kept awake, so I picked up my phone and sent an angry text to Mary, telling her to stop fucking troubling my family with their stupid problems and that I need to wake up early for work the next morning. It's pretty funny though, because the next day when I was falling asleep at work, my brother texted me and pretty much yelled at me for the text. It read "wtf if u got something to say, say it to my fucken face", which is so hypocritical because clearly, Mary is the one who probably has something to say, but is too much of a pussy to say it to my face, so she goes and tells my brother to do the dirty work. I've always felt like this girl was afraid of me or some shit because she always tells my mom to tell me things that she's too scared to say herself. I dislike people like that. Anyway, the point of this story is she claims she's not coming over anymore because I yelled at her. Boo fucking hoo. I sure won't miss her. 

That this relationship means something to you. I'm tired of always having to be the one to initiate a conversation. And I'm sick of being second to your gaming buddies/games. I feel extraneous in your life -- unnecessary, even. Yeah, I like you. A lot. But those feelings lessen a little with every day that you neglect me. I refuse to be the only one who puts any effort into this relationship. Again. I'm not going to give in this time, either, so don't expect me to come back and talk to you after a few days because if you don't even care, then why the hell should I?