September 23, 2012
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Fuck.
Man, I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me. PMS maybe? Or probably just the side effects of going to school. I feel so damn tired and unmotivated to do jack shit. I'm always so goddamn irritable and discontent with my monotonous life. And the worse part is, I can't even "change things up" with anything because nothing seems to interest me anymore. It's as if my taste buds stopped working and everything I eat tastes the same. Or like all the colors in the world have faded to gray. I feel like a moody old woman. ARGHHASLDFJ;ALSKF THIS BLOWS!!!!@$ D:<
The thing is, I thought I would be able to escape the depression that always accompanies attending school this time because I'm in a relationship now. HAH! Yeah right. Nigga is as comforting as a fucking log. Every time I try to talk to him, he pretty much ignores what I say or doesn't respond. I know that guys don't like listening to girls bitch and moan about every little thing, and maybe it's just me, but I thought he'd be happy that he's the one that I turn to whenever something happens, good or bad. I mean, I'd want him to do the same because I want to be the first person that he tells anything to as well. Perhaps I should find somebody else to confide in.
Comments (2)
o what song is this. so cool. i didnt want to comment because i didnt want the song to end
@enVs - o. LOL you so funny Kingly. Song name is always on upper right hand corner, above the log out button. Is by Maroon 5. That is pic of your GF or.